A New Semester

A new semester is begin

I always excited to meet a new semester regardless of what have happen to my life in the past. For the last two years I really upset and sad for what happen to my life, my family problems and my academic results that always bring regret and tears in my heart.

To see a new lecturer, to learn a new thing, to explore new ideas really make me happy and create my curiosity.

Today, I was attending my first Transport Phenomena class. Ehhhm… , the lecturer quite good and the way he delivered the lecture also easy to understand.

I look around the class, as usual, the class full of sisters. Before I declared my majoring, I have been noticed by my friends that most of the biotech students are sister, but I never expected they number are too much. When I came to the first majoring subject, ahhh…I say..i will face the problem….

It doesn’t mean that I don’t like them, the thing is it difficult for me to communicate and interact with them .Since the brothers are minority, regardless u want or not, u need to talk and ask them something that related to the study. Otherwise, u will leave behind. Sometimes, the class being cancel, since u don’t have never talk or befriend with them and u friends also didn’t about cancellation, so u come to the class until u know nobody there and it’s mean the class have been canceled. It wastes ur time and energy to walk to the class.

This make ur life difficult…….

Since, we are minority, sometimes there are a kind of discrimination……

Last long semester, the thermodynamic class only consist only 8 brothers out of almost 70 students.

Ohhhh..i said…..

And the class is also small. It was like a sardine fish in the tin. During the tutorial class, we always sat at the back since we always came late to the class.

The sister that always comes early (because they are very good sisters) filled up all the front sit. This situation left the back site for us and it always bring tension to me to sit a the back .First, coz the tutor language a quite difficult to understand and he always made a joke and the second, some students talk to each other and this created noisy.

Ahhh….ALLAH..help me..i said

In this situation, how a learning process can go smoothly? I think I had wasted my time by not too much understands n learn during the 2 hours tutorial class…

I think, the sister should only filled one side first n let the other side empty to allow us to sit in front. From Islamic point of view also, man should sit in front in whatever ceremony, gathering and etc. Look during the jamaah prayer, man is a iman dan also the male jamaah will fill up the front line….

Anyway, that class already passed, n it’s not useful to talk a thing about it anymore since I cannot grab it back. I should blame myself also coz i always came late to the tutorial class….

And, hopefully this thing will no happen anymore in the future………

I really hope this semester will bring happiness in my life. I believe that the happiness will come in my life at last if I continue my effort.

Like the film The Pursuit of Happyness, acted by Will Smith, the story of father who trying to make his and her son life better by searching a new job. And, at last, he did it, and happiness come into his life.

But , it’s no easy, u need to work n face the people that always trying to bring u down. But, if u steadfast and patience, insya-Allah , your dream will be reality..

Anyway , I really hope the better days in my life like the song sing by the Nasyed Group D-Clique, Better Days

And I, I pray for better days

Tomorrow will find its way

Through the stormy weather

And now, I walk a lonely road

No one standing by my side

No one to hold