My soul is empty
My heart is broken
My life is in chaos
My faith is shaken
My motivation is down
The road that I’m going through is stick
The mountain that I’m climb is high
I walk on the lonely road
No one standing by my side
No one to hold
Sometimes,
I’m afraid of myself Afraid
if I’m loss my life
Loss what I’ve before
At the moment where my dreams Still in the sky
Far away to reach
Far away from my hand to grab
Like the lonely man in the desert
Who walk around
Search for water
To heal the thirsty
The same thing goes to me
Sometimes, from far away
I could see water
In the middle of sand land
But when I come close
It’s nothing there
Its just deception
And again and again
I regret,depressed, sad
And my searching will still continue.
Sometimes
I felt really tired
Tired
For searching something I called happiness
Tired
For not be able to find it
Tired
For being sad and depressed
Tired
For being thinking of people’s life
Tired
For question my own life.
When I got depressed with my worldly life
And it’s contents(People)
I ask myself
Where should i go?
To find happiness
In the world fill with hatred
Where should i do?
To heal this torture heart
In the life full of Sad.
There’s nothing , nothing much
I just could lied on the bed
Close my eyes and sleep
And wish
If this sleep could be forever
Afraid if i might loss my faith
If i’m fail again in the future.
Trouble….i’m really in trouble
Certainly I know
I just need keep in my mind
In what ever I do
Where ever I go
Allah is always with me
Even more closer than my veins
And I will never walk alone…….
::Faizalkhamis
::12:03
::Friday,September 11,2009,(21 Ramadhan)
